Drug Detractor
Drug Detractor. "Drugs are not always necessary, but belief in recovery always is." ~search quote.com They say I am sick. Unexpectedly and incredibly so. They say am going to need a drug, But I'm not sure I want that. You see I'm not excited about life, Neither do I find it particularly thrilling. Life is sad and boring, Kind of like me I guess. But let me digress. Everyday is a struggle Another task to complete; Another fence to scale; And another adventure I'm not sure is worth exploring. If I take the drug and "get better" I'll have no excuse to look sad or throw tantrums. But I'll have to keep up appearances, Fake a smile... repeatedly; And try my best not to break. They say I am sick They say I need a drug But am not sure what I want. So forgive me if I'm not jumping at the thought of feeling "better". Heyyyy! It's been a while I know, I know, I've just been terribly busy but I apologis